AT BUNNY’S HOUSE

After a rich breakfast with 2 fried eggs and a hot cup of tea i am all set to share my last day at Bunny’s house …Bunny??? He is my brother and I a have come to stay at his place after a long time reason being I usually don’t get enough time to spend with them now  as I used to spend before …but I usually send Mahnoor to stay because she adores her  Mammon’s family a lot..i took this decision to stay in middle of week because  I wanted to have the quality time with them before they leave for abroad…My heart aches when I think about them leaving and it’s a very sad topic for me….Only I know that It will be a big change in life.

Bunny picked me at 4:30 pm and I reached at his place by 5pm,had a cup of tea served with delicious cake, chatting  with bunny about future plans and I love the way he was thinking for me and guiding me on so many things ..Then he took us to Dolmen Mall.. kids favourite place..It was quite relaxing after bunny put the kids to sleep..We had a great session of gossips with each other means Moomal  (sister –in-law)her mother (she is a sweet heart)and me ..We were in middle of gossip session when Ahsan my nephew woke up and we all went to sleep with kids.

Life is in a constant state of change and I am trying my best to adjust …as I am here I am thinking Allah knows better if I am going to have this quality time with Bunny, Moomal and Ahsan  again?When will I be able to see the shiny twinkling eyes of Ahsan ? What will I tell Mahnoor where is her favorite family gone? it will not be easy to just call Moomal and tell her last day stories ,telling her who did what and why..When will I get the chance to hug my brother and make braid of his long thick hair like I did when he visited my place last Sunday.. (Don’t get confuse, yes I am talking about my brother’s long hair ;)). Nothing will be the same..Everybody has to move, I pray my Allah who is biggest of all that May He bless my brother’s family with all the success and May they get the best in life..Ameen

It’s my believe that ALLAH plans better and best for all of us.

Stay Kind :)

Yaad-e-Maazi….(Remembrance of my Past)

As I sat down with hot cup of tea in my favourite mug I was trying to relate myself with this beautiful post

“”Never let your past experiences harm your future…..

Your past can’t be altered and your future does not deserve the punishment.””

Past … sigh!

I believe that there is not only one past in anybody’s life at least not in my case… I've had three pasts … one was ‘my childhood’… it was so beautiful with my family especially with my Father a real hero of my life... The fun with my childhood friends…. Laadli of my five brothers (Favorited sis… they didn't have much choice as I was the only sister J ), no financial worries never thought how my parents are surviving with 6 children and also fighting with Dad’s illness… everything seemed so perfect… My father loved me so much that those 11 years with him seemed as if I have to talk about 100 years with Him.  He was a strict father for my 5 brothers but so different for me…. My daughter’s father does a lot for her but it still seems less to me for her as I have experienced the best of the best.. Alhumdulliha..!!!

My second Past after I lost my Father and there came big role of my Maamun (maternal uncle) without whose support I would not be able to become what I am today …I have experienced so much in this era of my past sometimes I really feel like going back and alter all those things that had been done wrong…there were so many people who deserved my slap and those who justify much love then I had given them… But nothing can be altered as I never had any Magic Wand and will never have… anyhow, I feel blessed for all that Allah has given me….these experiences are really helping me in the upbringing of my child.

My third Past that is the ten years of my married-life with the most loveable and adorable husband one could ask for and very sweet Parents-in-Law..

 Though I had experience the best life recently but has also faced bitter truths too..

But my second past experiences were of no use here....My heart bleeds when I think about the mistakes i(WE) made in our marriage life.

My experiences in the second and third [recent] pasts will help me make a better future for my daughter and she will not suffer the punishment of our past experiences with the help of Allah…

Ameen

Stay Happy!

Meri Jannat (My Paradise)

I have been thinking about writing blogs since many days and there was so much to write on… you know every thought is a Blog…;). I find writing blog more interesting then sharing my thoughts on social networking sites.

First everybody should know who am I? As Frederick Perls quote defines… that is what I exactly think now….

“I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped”…

So this is Amna Mansoor sharing a small Jannat (Paradise) with my Husband and a Light of our life Mahnoor our daughter.. and you might know that I can write so much on her… but Hello.. Today its only about ME …

I run a business of event planning with my friend Irum by name of Meknoor Events… (so much to tell about Meknoor too in upcoming blogsJ) and we love our work.

My interests are very simple watching TV plays apart from that I usually don’t get time to watch them L…

I love talking to my husband I have to tell him everything asa he gets back home from office…and I look forward for that time <3

I love listening to my favourite music when I am driving and my best company is my daughter who shares the same interest though she is only 4.7 years old...

I am a strong woman…yes I am J and I love this part of me.

My favourite topic is to discuss about future which nobody has seen but I can’t help it… I love to do that and I can talk so much on it …I am a dreamer.

This is a small introduction about me… while raping up here in the end I would like to share one more thing that I have a small world around me I am truly Blessed by Allah who is always there whenever I have needed Him ..

The people I love the most will find a lot of space in my posts like my adorable nephew Ahsan who is as much close to my heart as my daughter is.

Stay Blessed…!!