IT’S NOT ME…

When I see myself in mirror I see a different woman ….it’s not me it’s just not me…this is not I wanted to be… I have been dragged in to becoming like this…i was never so strong and I never wanted to be…. I was just a simple girl My dreams were never too big as they are now…I am running to chase my dreams…I have to run  and run more because nobody is going to run for me..I have big dreams for Mahnoor and I only need Allah’s help for that.

I miss so many people in my life…every body is gone …I am losing myself..i miss myself..I am tired of this routine

I miss writing and reading poetry, sigh! I don’t want to cry on the mistakes made in past by others but effected me... at the same time i am not able to forget or let go them..It’s not easy.

Happy 5^th Birthday to Mahnoor

Its about Mahnoor’s birthday….i missed out so much to write on in last month so this is supposed to be written in back date that is 9^th February 2013, ofcourse this is not Mahnoor’s D.O.B but we celebrated a bit earlier in McDonald’s at Park tower with family and Mahnoor’s friends….reason why we celebrated earlier is because my favorite family in the whole wide world i.e. my brother Bunny’s family were leaving on 11 February 2013 for Malaysia (already left now …sigh).

Mahnoor and Ahsan with all the friends had good fun..i was happy for Mahnoor as she always wanted to have a birthday like this and I am soooo Thankful to my Allah who is so close to my heart that He has given us so much so that we can bring happiness on my daughters face…Wearing a beautiful red frock she looked so adorable, I was so thrilled to watch her glittering face while cutting the beautiful Barbie cake of her own choice..May Allah bless her always ameen.

On 24^th February on her actual birthday I sent an angry bird cake with goodie bags to her school again…she had a nice party there too...

Mahnoor this is all for you…sometimes in Shah Allah when you will grow up and manage to take put some time to read this and you will know that you are my WORLD…I LOVE YOU.

As parents we hope that you touch the life of thousands of other people with the same happiness, care and love that you have touched ours. Happy Birthday to the best daughter in the whole wide world!